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My Ugly, Obstinate Prince of Siam Erg. I dunno that that makes fer such a good title. oO But its always the last line . . . spose I could shorten it.
The tree was older than Treize by quite a few decades, he was certain. But, as with all dogwoods, it would not grow to the proportions its ancestors once had, so the boys had been obliged to kneel beneath it as they worked about its roots, keeping their heads low to avoid its sweeping limbs. True to form, its blooms had sprouted early while winter still held its reign over the land, and the tiny, yellow wonders stirred with the currents of the wind, hanging about the branches as a heavy, amber mist.
Once finished, they crawled from its shelter.
"Thank you for helping me," Zechs said quietly as he brushed dirt from the damp patches at his knees with mittened hands. The chill of it made him shiver.
"I think it was a fine idea, Zechs. I thank you for allowing me to take part." Even Treize had dirtied his knees, and a few of the flowers clung diligently to his hair.
A stone bench, cracked a bit and crooked where it sat, was placed opposite the tree, and the boys made use of it. It was normal, in the far gardens, for the benches to be broken, for the trees and shrubs to be unkempt. These grounds were rarely used for entertaining . . . rarely used for anything except the occasional bout of hide-and-seek, and even those had grown scarce as late. But this almost forgotten place had one thing that the other, closer gardens did not, and Zechs had been adamant.
The wind blew fiercely. The dogwood trembled. Yellow peppered the ground.
"I don't feel any different," Zechs admitted. "I thought I might."
"You might yet," Treize offered. Give it time."
Zechs moved to sit a little closer to his friend. The bench was cold on his bottom and legs. Treize put a warm arm around him and squeezed his shoulders.
"How do you feel, Treize?"
"I feel like laughing," Treize answered seriously, and the boy beside him looked up at him in confusion.
"I find nothing funny."
"That's just it, Zechs. My humor has left me. I don't like being humorless." All that as has your has you . . . I just couldnt take it. I struggled with it to begin with. This accomplishes the same, I think.
"It's natural, I suppose," Zechs conceded, returning his head to rest against Treize, his gaze upon the tree, which, for a tree, looked quite content in its sway.
"Yes . . . though I've never been given to accept the inevitable nature of things." A breeze accompanied his words and velvety branches seemed to whisper in agreement.
"There are some things you have to accept," Zechs said.
"Some things are meant to be changed," Treize replied.
"Some only seem that way."
"Some are that way."
"Some are very obstinate for being so pretty."
Zechs sat up and looked defensive, "I am not."
The smile could not be helped. "By that declaration, I'll assume you mean to protest being pretty and not being argumentative. But if you are not pretty, Zechs, then I am the King of Siam."
The boy beside him thought hard, his brows knitting with all the concentration of his young mind. "I know I must be . . . favorable," he said the word as if it was the mildest of many unsettling compliments. "I hear it often enough. But I don't think I like the way you say it."
Treize raised an eyebrow.
"It makes me sound so . . . feminine."
If he had had a mind for the fantastic, Treize might have sworn the tree chuckled with him as a breeze rustled through it again. "Can I tell you something, Zechs? You have to promise not to be angry."
Zechs looked suspicious. "You're going to say I do look like a girl, aren't you?"
"Yes, you will. Go on. It's nothing I haven't heard before."
Treize was surprised at the hurt he sensed in the boy beside him. "Zechs, I'm not teasing you," he was caught in a knowing glare, "all right, I am . . . a little. But there is no malice, I assure you."
Silence. The wind was still, the tree the same.
"Do you remember," Treize asked, "when I introduced you to Ms. Marat this morning?"
"After you left us, she told me I should tell my mother that such fair little girls, even as our guests, should not be permitted to run about in trousers."
This time he was answered by a set jaw that spoke immeasurably of barely curbed agitation. Im not entirely sure, but I dont think you can use disquiet that way. I think it would be disquietude which is altogether to strange a word. Had his companion been a little older, Treize might have been intimidated.
"So I told her that such fair little boys might not agree," he continued, watching his friend and pleased to see him relax a bit. "And you'll never guess what she said to me then."
Hesitantly, Zechs looked at him. "What?"
"She watched you for a while," Treize began, glad to have the eyes upon him, " . . . a very long while, and then put a hand to her heart and I feared she might have been ill."
"What did she say?"
"'God in heaven,' she said, and I had to catch her. She nearly fell."
Concern flushed Zechs's cheeks. "What was wrong with her?"
Treize leaned down to him, whispering as a conspirator even as the wind changed direction and curious branches stretched to be nearer the telling. "'God in heaven,' she said again after I'd righted her. Then she looked at me, much as you are looking at me now, and as quietly as I speak now, 'He lives,' she said to me, ' . . . a painting could not bear more resemblance . . . I saw him laid to earth myself, and yet he lives.'"
"She . . . she recognized me?" Concern faded fast into distress. The nervous chatter I decided to to go with a more human noun, in keeping with the rest of the fic of branches echoed his apprehension.
"No," Treize smiled. "And I told her nothing except that such accusations could be harmful to a young man."
Now Zechs was confused. "Then why "
"She did not see you, Zechs . . . she saw your father."
Zechs's only response was to blink. The wind settled and the tree followed its cue, subsiding to a quiet, constant shivering.
"My . . ."
Not far from where they sat, just beneath the limbs of an amber-misted dogwood, the earth had recently been disturbed. There was no grass on the little patch; only a few yellow blossoms had fallen about the spot. Beneath that, some twelve or more inches, two sheets of parchment lay damp in their resting place. One was written in expert script and began, Dear Grandfather." It told of a long winter, a restful break from the academy, and a visit from the author's young friend.
The other, the ink barely dry when it had been laid in the earth, was scrawled in the labored lettering of a meticulous ten-year-old. "Rest in Peace," it began, and was followed by four names, the last of which looked to be more familiar to the penman, as if, perhaps, by practice.
The tree trembled, shedding a measure of its flowers for the wind to whirl around the boys in its next embrace, a few dropping to adorn the unsettled earth below. The sun had begun to set.
"It is a lovely tree, Zechs." Treize said in a worried attempt to bring his friend out of his reverie. "I find it hard to imagine I'd never noticed it. What was that story again?"
Zechs drew a breath. Perhaps . . . perhaps he did feel different.
"You remember it, Treize. You don't forget anything."
"You're right," Treize admitted.
Branches stuttered impatiently.
"I may have to hide my face some day."
"Yes, Treize replied. You may."
"But . . . not always. One day, no one will recognize me or my father . . ."
"Only if you live as long as you say you will."
"You doubt me?" Zechs asked, shoulders squared, gaze resolute. He began to watch the wind push the tree about while Treize struggled silently for an answer. The sprawling branches seemed to roil, a storm of saffron and grey. Brilliant light from the setting sun lent ardor to its agitation and enlivened every nuance of its chaos, seeming to make tiny thunderclaps of thrashing branches, turning the yellow blooms to countless dots of tenacious fire. It would have been easy to imagine that the whole, bright conflagration was more than an old tree on an older estate. If he closed his eyes he could almost hear it murmur to him. Praise him. Lecture and confide in him. It protested and encouraged and rejoiced at once, stirring Zechs until he could not decide if he should shout in defiance or kneel in supplication and swear his unquestioning assent.
When he felt Treize shift beside him, he decided he would do neither. He leaned against his friend and waited for the sun to set. I suppose its not so awful . . . being pretty."
Treize nearly started at the boys words, so rapt was he in thinking how to tell Zechs that he was uncertain the younger boy could truly live so long . . . he was uncertain that anyone could live so long. So he was glad to find he would not have to. It will serve you well, Im sure.
Will it? I cant imagine how. Zechs sounded certain.
And you wont for some time, Treize said. When you do, I hope you will think of me.
And what if I grow to be ugly?
Treize laughed as the last of the sun sank out of sight, the tree little more than a churning, dark mass against the purple sky, its din softening to a low burble. They would have to be back soon. Zechs was shivering against him. Then I hope youll remember me anyway. Siam is a lonely kingdom, I hear.
And I can be a prince again . . . an ugly prince.
Treize gave in to Zechss fantasies, deluded as they were, with a smile. Yes. My ugly, obstinate somehow sounded better than obstinate, ugly ^ ^ prince of Siam.
The fic is over . . .
. . . but . . .
. . . if you are interested . . .
"There is a legend, that at the time of Jesus Christ's Crucifixion the dogwood was the size of the oak and other forest trees. So firm and strong was the tree that it was chosen as the timber for the cross. To be used thus for such a cruel purpose greatly distressed the tree, and Jesus, nailed upon it, sensed this, and in his suffering said to it: Because of your regret and pity for My suffering, never again shall the dogwood tree grow large enough to be used as a cross. Henceforth it shall be slender and bent and twisted and its blossoms shall be in the form of a cross...two long and two short petals. And in the center of the outer edge of each petal there will be nail prints, brown with rust and stained with red, and in the center of the flower will be a crown of thorns, and all who see it will remember."
Curiously, in researching the tree, I found that, not only are the "petals" not petals (they are actually called bracts and are there to protect the "crown" in the middle that is the actual flower), but also that the "flowering" variety (that is, those boasting the "petals" that are said to have been so affected by the Crucifixion of Christ) is not native to Europe but the Eastern US.
What does this have to do with anything? Very little except that the "legend" of the tree is why I chose it, and since I cannot, in good conscience, place a tree where it does not belong, I've assumed that this tree is a Cornelian Cherry Dogwood, native to Europe and lacking the significant characteristics of its American sibling. For this reason, I tell you this in hopes that you might make the desired associations, despite the lack of any direct connection.